Busyness

                                            So much to do in planning a fund raiser walk.
I am a bit worn and under the weather today. Last week I got to meet with a couple old friends of my sons who are wanting to help in this suicide awareness and prevention walk. I am blessed and not alone. It is odd to feel this excitement preparing for this when the reason behind it is you lost your
Child to suicide. Does that make any sense to you? In some strange way it is because I am somehow doing some thing for my son. I am some how keeping his name, his life, in the here and now .
     I am thankful that some how this will bring some one hope and healing, may prevent some one else from taking their own life. My Zeb would want that, I know he would! So along with the planning is daily prayers for the walk and the weather as this late in the season it could be a nasty mix. I just thought of a new way I should be praying over this endeavor and that is for the blessings to be many in other people's lives because of this " Out of the Darkness Walk" . Amen
      My quiet time in my sun room has been much less and I am feeling the effects of it . My prayers have been many but they are busyness prayers. I am not liking that . I continue to go with my husband each morning for our trip into town to get a coffee and go for a little ride around our loop of country back roads for our morning date and prayer time. A great thing for a couple to do in so many ways. But I feel the lacking of my one on one with my savior. I pray He will hold me fast as I am not holding so fast to him . I know He is holding me fast or I would not be able to do this so I praise my God for his steadfast love and faithfulness to me.
    The steadfast love of the Father is unsearchable and unfathomable. His unfailing love is new every morning. Great is His faithfulness.  I so need those truths to be locked down in my deepest places . So  I close with this Scripture verse : Proverbs 16:3  ~ Commit your works to The Lord, and your thoughts will be established.  So that is what I a doing if I wasn't before I am now !  This work is bigger than myself and I am relying on God for this walk . A walk that is not just a suicide prevention walk but a daily getting up and doing this life .
     Lord Jesus,
  Life is busy and I need you to sustain me and keep me in You . Walk me through this new day and every new day you give me. Thank you Jesus for your steadfast and unfailing love. Amen